So....My moods are NUTS-0-!! I am depressed and negative and then BAM with in seconds Im happy and life is perfect and then literally BAM life sucks! Hahahahaha what the hell is wrong with me? Who seriously thinks this way? La de da. Seriously I can honestly say that at this moment I am sad/depressed and Happy....Its so irritating right?! Not to know where the moods are going to lead. Its sad because Dan(fiance) can say something to me one minute and Im laughing... and then later on he can say the exact same thing, and Ill go of on him. POOR GUY! Seriously, Bless his heart!!! Lets have a cheer for Borderlines
Seriously tho, Im thinking about doing some DBT with my therapist.
Who am I? I know things I like and things that I dont... but I am SO VERY inconsistent. Its rather annoying actually. I suck at making everyday decisions...and at the same time I am SO very impuslive!!! AH!
My mother who has always emotionally neglected me is telling me that I am doing a great job with my daughter, which NO im not...I have so many issues I am terrified of ruining her... SO anyways my mother says "you're doing a great job with her" Well my question is this....Am I doing that well or was she THAT bad?
I analyze EVERYTHING!!! Its rediculous how I can analyze in a split second. And BOY do I always think that my analyzing is right on!! Dan is constantly telling me that I "ASSUME" too much...I dont just let things "BE" everything has to have a RHYME OR REASON....
blah!!
Seriously tho, Im thinking about doing some DBT with my therapist.
Who am I? I know things I like and things that I dont... but I am SO VERY inconsistent. Its rather annoying actually. I suck at making everyday decisions...and at the same time I am SO very impuslive!!! AH!
My mother who has always emotionally neglected me is telling me that I am doing a great job with my daughter, which NO im not...I have so many issues I am terrified of ruining her... SO anyways my mother says "you're doing a great job with her" Well my question is this....Am I doing that well or was she THAT bad?
I analyze EVERYTHING!!! Its rediculous how I can analyze in a split second. And BOY do I always think that my analyzing is right on!! Dan is constantly telling me that I "ASSUME" too much...I dont just let things "BE" everything has to have a RHYME OR REASON....
blah!!
