Missing Jesus

I want to see Jesus again! I've seen him many times, I've walked with him, spoke with him, wrote for him. Stood in front of God with him. And then over Christmas he came again, but this time he was so much more real, this time I saw the colours I had never seen before, I was shocked to see him like this I closed off my vision, he asked me why I did and I explained why and now I desire so deeply to see him again, to see him like this. I hope it's soon that he comes back. I feel like I miss him...