I was a very conservative Christian (4SQ) for a long time. Then it didn't make sense to me. So now I go to a Lutheran Church. I sat in a bible study praying the other night and I found myself asking myself, "what am I praying for, I barely believe"?
I spent a year in full emersion studying Arab Culture and Islam. I'm too upidy, they couldn't make me be a good obedient woman!
I'm sorry, I question everything; can't help it!
I am sick of the pablum the pastor dishes out! I want to know it all about God, Jesus and all that. The idea that the scollars in dusty libraries don't agree on things just makes my heart beat faster.
So, maybe if you want some quiet, obedient little woman to accept the memorized Dogma, you will be disappointed; think I am spreading heresy. I'm not but the old stuff just seems to ignorant and mindless for me.
So, "say so, if you want me to leave, I will"
Hala (no, of course it's not my real name, silly)
I spent a year in full emersion studying Arab Culture and Islam. I'm too upidy, they couldn't make me be a good obedient woman!
I'm sorry, I question everything; can't help it!
I am sick of the pablum the pastor dishes out! I want to know it all about God, Jesus and all that. The idea that the scollars in dusty libraries don't agree on things just makes my heart beat faster.
So, maybe if you want some quiet, obedient little woman to accept the memorized Dogma, you will be disappointed; think I am spreading heresy. I'm not but the old stuff just seems to ignorant and mindless for me.
So, "say so, if you want me to leave, I will"
Hala (no, of course it's not my real name, silly)
