I am officially over my job. I haven't quit and I haven't been fired, but I am definitely over it. When the acting manager can't own up to the way they treat you, acts as if they are completely right to be the way they are and then gets mad at me for defending myself...I'm done. I had already told them about the way they spoke to me, and it continued. They spoke with the owner and, unprofessionally the owner never tried to hear anymore than the managers side of the conflict. [I know this is all vague with no names, but it isn't important.] She just said somethings that made her feel as if she had handled the situation and moved on. I was just laughing on the inside at how ridiculous this all was. It's like common decency and respect has been thrown out the window. I just could not believe what was shown to me today. I deserve better than that kind of crap, and I know that it's hard to admit mistakes, but if you're an acting manager, please be able to do that and show a level of maturity. The inconsistencies of that place is too great for me to even try to handle. I have stayed there this long because I don't feel as if God has opened another job opportunity for me to go with. With all the inconsistencies of payouts for tips, the way a particular job is handled, the way people are talked about, talked down to, the way the customers are badmouthed just out of ears shot, or after they have left and how the boss just sees the customers as money and that they don't have any idea of what they want, or as she puts it, "they don't know [explicative]."
God, why have I stayed here so long? I write out all this stuff and am floored at the crap that flows through this place. I just want out. I plan to go talk to a couple of people tomorrow and I pray that God leads me to where He wants me to be.
I have been thinking more and more, how I can not wait to hear the trumpets blast. I just want to be done here. I know that is so completely selfish, but I just want to be with God and away from all this pointless suffering. There is honestly too much to actually write about that is going on in my head. I know I need a job to survive this stinkin' life and I want, above all else, to do what God has in store for me and for His will to be done through me.
God, why have I stayed here so long? I write out all this stuff and am floored at the crap that flows through this place. I just want out. I plan to go talk to a couple of people tomorrow and I pray that God leads me to where He wants me to be.
I have been thinking more and more, how I can not wait to hear the trumpets blast. I just want to be done here. I know that is so completely selfish, but I just want to be with God and away from all this pointless suffering. There is honestly too much to actually write about that is going on in my head. I know I need a job to survive this stinkin' life and I want, above all else, to do what God has in store for me and for His will to be done through me.
