Mary

Today was a quiet day. I suffered in my heart some. I suffered remembering how I was called evil many times in my torture. I was raped and called evil over and over and it hurt my heart. I was raped and tormented by Kevin and Silver. I was told I was not a pure soul. I was told that I was different from other people and that I was evil. I was told these cruel lies over and over. It hurt my heart. I was feeling sadness today about how I was harmed by my torturers. The Lord told my soul that He had protected me during my suffering. The Lord told my soul that He understood my pain. The Lord told my soul that Kevin and Silver were very evil and that they had cruel hearts and were not normal people. The Lord told my soul that they wanted to damage me and hurt my heart and that they were not soft people, nor kind people, nor gentle people. The Lord told me they were deceitful people and that they were very evil and that I cannot understand them. The Lord told my soul that they suffered for how they treated me and that they were miserable for how they hurt me and for how they worshiped evil. The Lord told me today to think of His Mother Mary and how beautiful she is. The Lord told me that she is protecting me and that she loves me very much. The Lord told my soul to meditate on Mary and she will comfort me in my pain. The Lord told my soul that Mary understands my pain and that she knows I am a torture victim and that she will comfort me and protect me too. The Lord told my soul that each day Mary will bless me so that I know I am beautiful. The Lord told me that Mary is in my heart and will always protect me and Caleb and my loved ones.