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Lord...

Lord, I don't know what to do with myself.

"Pray"

*sigh* ...I know..., why dont I? I think it's because I dont do anything all day that when I should go and...

"Stop making excuses"

...Yeah...I have a Bad habbit of doing So My Lord... but OH Father! I can't focus. Please Lord give me the focus on you I need.

"Would you use it if you had it?"

Of COURSE I would Lord!!

"Well, What if I told you you had it all along?"

...Lord, Have I...?

"Yes"

Then why can't I use it?

"Have you fully wanted to? I mean Truly my Son? Have you wanted to focus all of your strength on me?"

... ...I guess not, I mean, I Want To Lord...Why Don't I give you the Time and focus, you deserve my King, Why dont i seek you as much as I Should?

"Yes, Why?"

Ha! Oh Lord...Im Sorry My Master, My Jesus. My Father God,I am Truly Sorry. I just have never felt you in this way...ever. I have never Given up my life like this to you before...and yet I still so heavely rely on my own strength, i still rely on my own goodness to carry me to your presence. I got into such a habbit of doing ME, That even though i want to, i cant fully live and do, YOU, i cant put my everything on you Lord.

Lord Teach me, Guide me my Jesus. I Love you my Father. I Love you my Master.

"I love you Too"

Oh I KNOW Lord!! That is never something i doubt anymore! I cant fathom how much you truly DO love me My God!!

You are So wonderfull My King!
You are so loving and mercyfull My GOD!!!
Thank you for Being My God and Father. Thank you for Choosing me Lord. I dont deserve the Love you give in abundance. I dont Deserve the Grace and mercy You Give, even when i avoid you. I Don't deserve your Spirit my Lord!

Thank you for being so patient with your Son,Father.

"You are Welcome, My Son"

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