I am so depressed. I feel like life is constantly in a perpetual whirlwind that I'm never going to get out of. I wish I had friends. Even one friend that I could talk to. Even a pen pal that I could talk to on a regular basis. I can't take being so lonely anymore. I need Christian friends. The friends I had before only brought me down. Now I have so much on my plate. Relocating yet again, dealing with my husbands family again, being without my mom again. It just seems like it's never going to get better. I know I should put more faith in God, but it's just so hard sometimes 
