Im in a lonely place!
I have to turn to God to get through it!
Im in the kore middle of the middle, Im trying to battle my way out! Im alone as usual.....
Im not willing to conform! it would do no good! I have to be me around others and the world. And I could get my head taken of doing so!
I have a hard time standing up for myself. I cower down... Its all very hard....
Its hard being alone.. I was thrown away! and Im used to being alone!
I will be dealing with the wounds of being thrown away!
I thought others were my friends; they were not!
And I have to deal with the fact that Im not friends with others... I have been people pleasing.. I have to work on this...
I have to trust God and prey and keep working on stuff.....
I have to turn to God to get through it!
Im in the kore middle of the middle, Im trying to battle my way out! Im alone as usual.....
Im not willing to conform! it would do no good! I have to be me around others and the world. And I could get my head taken of doing so!
I have a hard time standing up for myself. I cower down... Its all very hard....
Its hard being alone.. I was thrown away! and Im used to being alone!
I will be dealing with the wounds of being thrown away!
I thought others were my friends; they were not!
And I have to deal with the fact that Im not friends with others... I have been people pleasing.. I have to work on this...
I have to trust God and prey and keep working on stuff.....
