LIFE:
As confusing as it is sometime, I still love living it. It's like a HUGE test. I need to learn how to handle stuff that I don't really want to happen. Not too long ago, my Grandpa passed. [4-26-08] and I couldn't believe it. As stupid as it sounds, I never pictured him leaving me. I took it really hard. But then a few days later, at the funeral, My whole family got together for it, and I was crying my eyes out. But everyone kept reminding me that he's in a better place, and the he's NOT suffering anymore. I'm just really happy he's no longer suffering. As much as I miss him, I try to think on the positive side. He's not struggling for his breath anymore. He's not getting in his wheelchair just to go to the restroom. He's in peace now. C: and I'm very thankful for that. But as much as I despised it when he was Alive, I miss him calling me a SKUNK and a BOY.
I miss him a lot. But he's in a better place. And I guess that was A MAJOR test. Learning how to deal with something so terrifying and devastating.
PEACE LOVE AND ENERGY
As confusing as it is sometime, I still love living it. It's like a HUGE test. I need to learn how to handle stuff that I don't really want to happen. Not too long ago, my Grandpa passed. [4-26-08] and I couldn't believe it. As stupid as it sounds, I never pictured him leaving me. I took it really hard. But then a few days later, at the funeral, My whole family got together for it, and I was crying my eyes out. But everyone kept reminding me that he's in a better place, and the he's NOT suffering anymore. I'm just really happy he's no longer suffering. As much as I miss him, I try to think on the positive side. He's not struggling for his breath anymore. He's not getting in his wheelchair just to go to the restroom. He's in peace now. C: and I'm very thankful for that. But as much as I despised it when he was Alive, I miss him calling me a SKUNK and a BOY.
I miss him a lot. But he's in a better place. And I guess that was A MAJOR test. Learning how to deal with something so terrifying and devastating.PEACE LOVE AND ENERGY
