Time. Its been a little over a year since i started speaking in tongues. I could have done alot better this past year, i couldve been more dedicated and done it better but overall i feel ive done okay. I feel bad because it seems a while ago i was more "godified" than i am now. At one point God whispered 2 facts about people to me one morning. I forgot one of them in a delerium of doubt. 2 facts, not 1 fact. If i had just kept in God, would he have started doing that often? I mean that was amazing! Hard facts about other peoples lives! Now it seems im alot better at staying peaceful and having clear motives and freedom of thought to have the faith Gods confirmed to me. I think Gods leading me to dream of him, like being awake while asleep, im unsure. But also i think that Gods power is more powerful than meditational power, and much more valuable. I used to worship God alot more, maybe now i let these oh im depressed why should i worship God, instantly followd by guilt at my attitude and blaming God, even though i starkly dismiss the idea of blaming God as rubbish, i think in my feelings i do sometimes and i really need to just get back to worshipping God. Even just in tongues, thats the purest form when it comes to dealing with my emotions and need to feel like ive submitted to God and am holy, which isnt really from God anyways. I read some girl talking about loving her bf and her anxiety of him leaving and stuff, and she said Gods presence flows with presence capitalized and that really made me think something or another i dont know.
Spending time with God is valuable im listing this for myself trying to compartmentalize my ideas.
Remember, WAIT ON GOD
Meditation to dream
Meditation to hear music
-Meditation to hear Gods voice
-Meditation to see pictures
-Meditation to feel good and trip
-Meditation to enter the burden of prayer for others, and prophetic leadings who and what to pray for
-Praying in tongues to like warm up, and then in leadings
--Singing in tongues
--Worshipping God with prophetic leadings
The - being more crucial to maintaining and yes even improving my one-ness with God.
fire fire
I felt often to say yeshua and then in tongues and id say yeshua shemach and i looked up shemach and it means consumer in arabic, not that thats necessarily what it means in my tongue but itd be like cool hardcore if it was, maybe i could make a song out of it
I am a Jesus consumer!
a Jesus consumer!
Eating his flesh
and drinking his blood!
Luckily for us,
hes real big.
There that sums up everything im gonna DREAAAM OF GOD, im gonna WAIT ON HIM, and what i do and do try and do succede in trying to want most of all is HIS FIRE HIS LOVE FOR OTHERS, his power and voice, HIS WILL
Spending time with God is valuable im listing this for myself trying to compartmentalize my ideas.
Remember, WAIT ON GOD
Meditation to dream
Meditation to hear music
-Meditation to hear Gods voice
-Meditation to see pictures
-Meditation to feel good and trip
-Meditation to enter the burden of prayer for others, and prophetic leadings who and what to pray for
-Praying in tongues to like warm up, and then in leadings
--Singing in tongues
--Worshipping God with prophetic leadings
The - being more crucial to maintaining and yes even improving my one-ness with God.
fire fire
I felt often to say yeshua and then in tongues and id say yeshua shemach and i looked up shemach and it means consumer in arabic, not that thats necessarily what it means in my tongue but itd be like cool hardcore if it was, maybe i could make a song out of it
I am a Jesus consumer!
a Jesus consumer!
Eating his flesh
and drinking his blood!
Luckily for us,
hes real big.
There that sums up everything im gonna DREAAAM OF GOD, im gonna WAIT ON HIM, and what i do and do try and do succede in trying to want most of all is HIS FIRE HIS LOVE FOR OTHERS, his power and voice, HIS WILL
