I finally got in contact with my cousin...she was happy to hear from me. In glad I texted and congratulated her...
She has so many plans for the future and it made me realize. I need plans of my own. There are so many movers and shakers in the world ,.,it makes me realize how stagnant I am and how focused I need to be. In at work as I write this...
But I need to do better and just keep going... Make a life for myself, fight through my tears and just keep going,
I have some issues with certain things but I will discuss them later as I have work to do. But I love just writing things out.. Maybe that's why I text so much
Now, at work I'm doing something new which is calling more people. I'm afraid ill get tongued tired but ...I gotta do it. U know.
I just get scared about losing this job and not being good enough. Of be so happy just washing dishes..,
But I think god over estimates me...I don't see how I land jobs like these, I feel so nervous doing these jobs
Oh well. Later.
She has so many plans for the future and it made me realize. I need plans of my own. There are so many movers and shakers in the world ,.,it makes me realize how stagnant I am and how focused I need to be. In at work as I write this...
But I need to do better and just keep going... Make a life for myself, fight through my tears and just keep going,
I have some issues with certain things but I will discuss them later as I have work to do. But I love just writing things out.. Maybe that's why I text so much
Now, at work I'm doing something new which is calling more people. I'm afraid ill get tongued tired but ...I gotta do it. U know.
I just get scared about losing this job and not being good enough. Of be so happy just washing dishes..,
But I think god over estimates me...I don't see how I land jobs like these, I feel so nervous doing these jobs
Oh well. Later.