Its 430 in the morning and I should have went to sleep 3 hours ago when the baby went to bed but I can't because of the stress, story of my life. To be honest I love her but dread my future days because ill be returning to work working 12 hour shifts and ill be worried about my husband and feeling bad about my life. I would rather lay around all day and sleep without responsibilities. Lord how am I going to do it? How can I keep going on? I am so tired of this life. Please help me give me strength and peace because I am having a hard time seeing hope and a future.