la.

today was kinda a blahish day. idk. i felt like crap the whole day. but my mom randomly gave me money which was random cuz she never ever does that. i usually have to work for my money. i pretty much support myself which teaches me to be responisble i guess. i went fishing tonight with my dad and my favorite uncle, haha. it was fun. my uncle only cared about me catching fish really cuz he had me use his 'special' rod. i caught a northern pike on it. it was tiny but i havent caught one of those in ages so that was fun.. i kissed a fish too. why? idk. it seems like every time i go fishing though, i kiss the first fish i catch. i think i have my grandma's touch when it comes to fishing. i miss her a lot. she died awhile ago and i pretty much saw her die. that'll be something i'll never forget.. i saw her husband [my step grandpa] kinda die but not really. he never recognized any of his children when he was delusional but when he saw me his face lit up like a light bulb and he gave me a humongus hug then went back to sleep...i miss them a lot. i never met my biological grandpa [my dad's dad]. he died when my dad was like 13. ppl say that he was killed. from understanding the story...i believe it. nobody will really know the truth or not. i think my dad kinda blames himself for it but i'm not sure. my dad can be a hard and angry man sometimes. it kinda sucks somedays when he blows up for no reason but i'm use to it for the most part. maybe thats why i am the way i am though...cuz i dont want to be angry all the time. i'm like the complete opposite of that. i'm the peace maker. i try to fix problems..it doesnt always work though and when that happens, it bothers the crap out of me..........