Keep calling God

I keep calling God. And calling upon God. ALl the way to the end.

Ive been getting more and more into exercise, and that is cool...

My heart is hurting, and I am learning.

It does nothing to fall in love with the wrong people; if God does not sanction it!.

I have to pray, and let go and take it to god, and keep working at it...

I have to keep working on the things that I worship. Anything I love in life more then I love God, and Im in trouble. And right now Im slowly getting out of trouble.

Girls, Girls, Girls... I can feel the weakness. The weakness is that I let them, or let go and let women, instead of let go and let God.. and its costing me plenty... mainly in waisted thinking about something that is gone that I cannot get back..

This is such a lonely time, and A time of letting go of, or working through resentments...

Im in anguish as I let go of those that I will not see again. Im heartbroken, yet, God told me not to get involved.. So I did it anyway, I thought it would be free. It has turned out to be anything but free.

A time of displacement and anger.