First, I seem to do a lot of venting blogs here. MySpace blog is a lot more 'cheerful' so I'm sorry if I always seem depressed. But since my sister has a myspace and reads my blogs... well, lets just say I don't want her to worry so I write in my journal to vent or here. And I actually haven't even posted a blog here in a while, so maybe I shouldn't even be apologizing.
Anyway. I just didn't have a good day today. There is just so much going on in my head and I don't know how to sort it out. And it's all really dumb stuff that I shouldn't care about. Ugh! I can't help it though. I just don't know how to let this pain go, so it keeps coming back.
I feel like crawling into a hole and never coming back out. But living with myself would be the problem. I just think if I was gone for a while everyone would be happier... I don't know.
This blog is getting harder to post than I thought, so I'm just going to cut it short.
Anyway. I just didn't have a good day today. There is just so much going on in my head and I don't know how to sort it out. And it's all really dumb stuff that I shouldn't care about. Ugh! I can't help it though. I just don't know how to let this pain go, so it keeps coming back.
I feel like crawling into a hole and never coming back out. But living with myself would be the problem. I just think if I was gone for a while everyone would be happier... I don't know.
This blog is getting harder to post than I thought, so I'm just going to cut it short.
