Just Me

Dear Lord,

I am not liking myself right at this point in time. I guess the truth is I have used my mouth to say things that are not very nice and I am ashamed. The problem is I have so many distractions right now that I am not spending enough time with you. I am forgetting who I am in You. I am really just being me and that is not a good person.

So I am trying to call a friend to talk to her about the situation to see if I can make amends but she does not want to answer. I suppose I am just going to have to let it slide and see what tomorrow brings. I trust that you will take care of her until I get a chance to talk to her. I know what I said was not technically wrong it just wasn't loving and kind. I focused more on myself and less on the important things in life. My focus always changes when there is not enough of you in my life.

So Lord, I pray that you will forgive me my error in judgement. That you will bless this time I have alone (for the first time in a couple of weeks) and I pray that you will help me to speak with love in every way, every day, in everything that I do.

In Jesus name,
Amen