These Christian Forums are the right place to express my discontent when good and evil must work in the same room together!
Im at allot of 12 step meetings; I have lots of problems and need lots of healing.
seems, their are so many satanists in the world that regard nothing! they are fruitless and dangerous.
To be in the same room with satanists is a struggle with my patients..
Today at a meeting it was good and evil. I am healing as a person and slowly feel better. I must remember that I do not know what I am doing! Except! under all manipulations, regardless of how charming and innocent sweet they are ! never trust them! have a healthy fear of them! do not try to contact hem. Have a healthy fear of them.
I tried to joke with one of these demons tonight; what a mistake that was! I was blown down, tore down from the street up!
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I was just talking to a Christian brother on the phone! it was an interesting versa! We talked about people! they are basically evil without God! and they don't know it! They are not attracted to me! because they see the human side in me as evil! I mean nothing to them! they see no value. They see nothing, just as my parents saw nothing! its all so horrible and its really to bad.
When I was a boy, my father seemed to cherish me a bit! when I got older he looked at me as a bad person! a trouble maker! I was trouble to him because he was bad, he was against everything that God stands for! He was evil! I was not! and he truly saw no good in me! I could not see what he does not have! and that is truly a horrible sad thing for a son to know!
I was actually alone! I was no ones son except Gods. I had always been alone except God! I never knew until it was 2 late...
Now Im in the healing process to get better!
Im at allot of 12 step meetings; I have lots of problems and need lots of healing.
seems, their are so many satanists in the world that regard nothing! they are fruitless and dangerous.
To be in the same room with satanists is a struggle with my patients..
Today at a meeting it was good and evil. I am healing as a person and slowly feel better. I must remember that I do not know what I am doing! Except! under all manipulations, regardless of how charming and innocent sweet they are ! never trust them! have a healthy fear of them! do not try to contact hem. Have a healthy fear of them.
I tried to joke with one of these demons tonight; what a mistake that was! I was blown down, tore down from the street up!
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I was just talking to a Christian brother on the phone! it was an interesting versa! We talked about people! they are basically evil without God! and they don't know it! They are not attracted to me! because they see the human side in me as evil! I mean nothing to them! they see no value. They see nothing, just as my parents saw nothing! its all so horrible and its really to bad.
When I was a boy, my father seemed to cherish me a bit! when I got older he looked at me as a bad person! a trouble maker! I was trouble to him because he was bad, he was against everything that God stands for! He was evil! I was not! and he truly saw no good in me! I could not see what he does not have! and that is truly a horrible sad thing for a son to know!
I was actually alone! I was no ones son except Gods. I had always been alone except God! I never knew until it was 2 late...
Now Im in the healing process to get better!
