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Just a little more about me

I'm married to a loving and PATIENT man of God (Lord, help him :sorry:).
I bake and decorate cakes, and cook....often.
Reading, journaling, listening to praise and worship music.
Reading my Word and studying.
A deep, sincere fellowship with others.

Encouraging the hopeless and faithless.
I like to send greeting cards to others to let them know I'm there for them.
I hope to start my Mary Kay business soon, as well as decorate cakes I enjoy as a hobby.
I like to make poeple lauph with my silliness.
I love to get to know poeple.

Here's the real truth:
I have road-rage often. I fly off the handle quickly (when my husband "defies" me ). I dont have patience with most things I encounter. I don't have a problem having an attitude (with him) sometime's. I give (him) the silent treatment. I can be ungrateful, selfish, prideful and arrogant.

I find it hard to forgive myself for all these things and the way I CAN act toward others. I feel I'm an aweful person most times, and most people don't see it. All the while, my husband has loved me like Christ love's the church...he says: I'm a happy, joyful person. I humble myself quickly. Easy to forgive. Loving, affectionate, and caring. I'm thoughtful, generous, and kind. And that I have a servants heart. I don't see it sometimes or most of the time. But he's extremely patient, just like the Lord and both have to rebuke me - often.

The enemy gains alot of ground in my mind and I'm not aware of it most times. Therein lies the war between my loving Savior Jesus Christ and my biggest enemy, for the battle of my thoughts.

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