Jesus, this morning held another anointed surprise for me and M. THANKS SO MUCH. I know it encouraged both our hearts !
After last night's chat, I felt lead to add one thought. So, this morning, I told him that I wished that I had said something that I hadn't said, on reflection. "What that?" he said. "Go on, tell me."
" I wish I had told you to remember to do something that most people forget to do. I wanted to say to remember to forgive yourself."
"Dawg." he said. "Me an you must be on the same wavelength !" and he rose from his chair all lit in his big beautiful grin. " I was just thinkin' that same thing in the car on the way to work ! Wow. I was." Then, he sat back in his office chair and put his head down on his arm, "Dawg, girl!" looking up again to me with eager eyes.
"That's not me or you, M. That's God. That's His Spirit's echo."
"Yeah."
That's like the scazillionth time that you have used us for each other, Jesus. This kind of connection is rare and hard to come by, in my world. It may seem too simple for the uninitiated. For me, who has walked in Your will alone SOOOO often, THIS IS HEAVEN on earth. I love love love to walk You with others, and I love M, man. There are a few very GOOD people in my world right now. I want to thank You especially MUCH for each and every one, right NOW, Jesus.
Thank You !
"Please Take These Photos From My Hands" ~ Snow Patrol ~
The yellowed page of the books and books I'd forgotten that I had
These paperbacks they know their age they smell of weight and time that's resting warm
The opened box beside the endless box parade that haunts my house
Is fit to split with photographs that tell the wanderlust of years smashed on to years
When all this actual life played out
Where the hell on Earth was I?
I rack my brains but it won't come
Through water damaged bloodshot eyes
The fleeting triumphs, brazen lies
All seem to mingle into one
I read your name under words in your elegant hand you probably don't mean now
I fold the letter and think of a million and one things that I could have done different
When all this actual life played out
Where the hell on Earth was I?
I rack my brains but it won't come
Through water damaged bloodshot eyes
The fleeting triumphs, brazen lies
All seem to mingle into one
One gigantic fairy tale
Of friends I haven't seen in years
Drinking 'til the daylight hurts
You seem friendly who are you?
That's a lot of wine that we got through
We've made playtime look like work
Please just take these photos from my hands.
These paperbacks they know their age they smell of weight and time that's resting warm
The opened box beside the endless box parade that haunts my house
Is fit to split with photographs that tell the wanderlust of years smashed on to years
When all this actual life played out
Where the hell on Earth was I?
I rack my brains but it won't come
Through water damaged bloodshot eyes
The fleeting triumphs, brazen lies
All seem to mingle into one
I read your name under words in your elegant hand you probably don't mean now
I fold the letter and think of a million and one things that I could have done different
When all this actual life played out
Where the hell on Earth was I?
I rack my brains but it won't come
Through water damaged bloodshot eyes
The fleeting triumphs, brazen lies
All seem to mingle into one
One gigantic fairy tale
Of friends I haven't seen in years
Drinking 'til the daylight hurts
You seem friendly who are you?
That's a lot of wine that we got through
We've made playtime look like work
Please just take these photos from my hands.
Thanks for taking the photos from my hands, Jesus. The ones of those released to Your will who I've parted from.... the ones that You have taken from me.... the ones who have taken themselves from me... the ones who have died or been pruned out.
Thanks for replacing them little-by-little. Flesh out my walk in You, for Your glory, for my edification and for the edification of those that You intend my walk to minister to.
Love to You, Sha
Love to You, Sha
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Bow'nDown
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