Today was a hard day. I felt broken and afraid about my life because of my torture. I felt afraid. I prayed to the Lord and he told me that he is with me and that he is comforting me. He told me that I will only suffer a little while and then I will heal completely and that all my life I will be protected. He told me that he sees me still and knows how afraid I am. He told me that he has been with me everyday since I was born and that he will make sure that I am healed and will one day be in heaven with him. He let me know that this year will be easier than 2017 and that he is working hard to protect me every day. He said that I am his child and he knows the horror that has been done to me, mind, body and spirit and that I should just trust him like a child because all will be well.