Jesus And February

I am praying for February to be a blessed month. It is the month of love and I prayed today that it be a month of Gods love. I had a difficult day because I was thinking of Silver. I thought of the many ways she hurt me. I prayed to the Lord about it and he told me that Silver has been thinking about me and that she knows I care about her still. Jesus told me to pray for Silver's soul today that this month she feels His Love. It comforted me to pray that prayer. Jesus also told me that this month I will feel his love and that I will be comforted everyday. He said I have suffered greatly and that he knows my pain is very bad still. He said for me to wear my cross everyday this month to help me cope. He said everyday I look at my cross it will be a reminder of his love.