wow! I had forgotten I wrote that ... oh well ... it stays ... it is what it is ...
I'm here today because this is the day I start working on my blog again. I quit because I started coming here only in pain and it was too easy to write hurtful things ... I understand I'm to leave it exposed ... again ...
oh well ... the Lord told me a long time ago He would use me to reveal hearts ... you'd think a person would get used to it ... it seems to inevitably mean pain ... it is what it is ...
I'm in an extremely fragile place in the event anyone really gives a hoot ... I can always take Comfort from the Lord ... if you choose to comment in my blog please choose to be in the Spirit when you do ... I've set the option to not accept the comment if it is too far rude ... otherwise be forewarned I'll leave it on here for all to know the heart ...
I can't tell you how lonely and hurt and bruised and misunderstood I feel ... I pray I never make any one feel this way ... I'm sure in my journey I have ... I'm sure in my journey I'll endevour to never again ...
I'm not sure why this is the day I begin work here again ... I can't help but think it's because today is the day I now know I have another grandchild in heaven ... making three grandchildren and two children in heaven ... I don't understand but I trust I will some day ... in the meanwhile ... it just hurts ... and I have no one to share the hurt with ... only Jesus can feel my hurt ...
... today I was given a word from one of the few I trust with my heart here ... Revelation 3:8 ... I know it's a true word because it lines up with the things the Lord's been showing me since I started crying Friday ... one thing I know I can't justify myself but He can ... He showed me I'm to keep posting in the forum even though it offends ... I trust You, Lord ... I know you will justify me and not let me be put to shame ... that's what I know today ... He won't leave me, nor forsake me ... and God willing I will not leave Him nor forsake Him ...
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Revelation 3:8
I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and has kept my word, and hast not denied my name.
Dear Jesus,
Thank You for being there through all my time here at cf. Thank You for being my reason for getting up in the morning when there is none other reason. Bless You, Jesus. I love You with every fiber of my heart. I am nothing if not for You ...
God bless the broken-hearted ...
I'm here today because this is the day I start working on my blog again. I quit because I started coming here only in pain and it was too easy to write hurtful things ... I understand I'm to leave it exposed ... again ...
oh well ... the Lord told me a long time ago He would use me to reveal hearts ... you'd think a person would get used to it ... it seems to inevitably mean pain ... it is what it is ...I'm in an extremely fragile place in the event anyone really gives a hoot ... I can always take Comfort from the Lord ... if you choose to comment in my blog please choose to be in the Spirit when you do ... I've set the option to not accept the comment if it is too far rude ... otherwise be forewarned I'll leave it on here for all to know the heart ...
I can't tell you how lonely and hurt and bruised and misunderstood I feel ... I pray I never make any one feel this way ... I'm sure in my journey I have ... I'm sure in my journey I'll endevour to never again ...
I'm not sure why this is the day I begin work here again ... I can't help but think it's because today is the day I now know I have another grandchild in heaven ... making three grandchildren and two children in heaven ... I don't understand but I trust I will some day ... in the meanwhile ... it just hurts ... and I have no one to share the hurt with ... only Jesus can feel my hurt ...
... today I was given a word from one of the few I trust with my heart here ... Revelation 3:8 ... I know it's a true word because it lines up with the things the Lord's been showing me since I started crying Friday ... one thing I know I can't justify myself but He can ... He showed me I'm to keep posting in the forum even though it offends ... I trust You, Lord ... I know you will justify me and not let me be put to shame ... that's what I know today ... He won't leave me, nor forsake me ... and God willing I will not leave Him nor forsake Him ...
back to
Revelation 3:8
I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and has kept my word, and hast not denied my name.
Dear Jesus,
Thank You for being there through all my time here at cf. Thank You for being my reason for getting up in the morning when there is none other reason. Bless You, Jesus. I love You with every fiber of my heart. I am nothing if not for You ...
God bless the broken-hearted ...
