The Lord told me when I was a child he would use me for something great. It is what it is. Whether or not it was great for you, or great for someone else, it was great by The Lord's definition, and The Lord is all that matters. Some local Pastor told me I had to pay for something I did (have fun with that), but I think he has that wrong (not all Pastors are correct). I already paid. 
I am who I am, and you are who you are, under God as always. 
