Sometimes you have to step back and take a good solid look at your life. As my midterms roll around for my 4th Semester at the University of Arkansas, I realized that I haven't been all that God wants me to be, and I'm frustrated. It also doesn't help that my ex-fiance committed suicide last night, and I have an awful feeling that it's partially my fault. My life is a blur right now, I've been missing classes, feeling ill constantly, and just plain grouchy. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I hope that I'll get out of this soon. <3 
