Im so proud of myself. i can't really exsplain it but when i was younger i dropped out of high school now im in job corps getting my education on the roll. so all im doing now is waiting on my finals i finished all of my tests just got to wait for my finals to fall through. in may ill be having a graduation im sooooo happy. 
god has really changed my attitude and my possitivity i told him last night im giving everything in your hands here i am i surrender all my life to you. god has a plan for me im not really sure what it is yet but i know that god is going to use me in a way that people are going to look at me and say thats only by the grace of god and its going to lead more people to him thats what im striving for thats why i made that club when he told me to thats why i am who i am today thats why when you ask for something if i have it i give it thats why when people are crying out for help im there to help them i dont like people being upset i dont like seeing them going through difficult situations and most the time i can relate to them if i cant i just say im here for you whatever i can do im always that kind of person now i wasnt always like this infact i used to be very negitive i didnt believe i had a perpose in life i didnt think i could do anything to make a diffrence in somebodys life either. i used to want to kill myself i even had friends kill themselves cause of my negitive attitude and thats why i am who i am today cause these exspirences made me stronger and made me believe in myself and made me believe in god and god has chaged me all around i even took my tounge ring out thank you jesus for being the protectior the shield the king the knight and everything else you are to me i love you jesus all the way you are my # 1 in life and none go before you.
god has really changed my attitude and my possitivity i told him last night im giving everything in your hands here i am i surrender all my life to you. god has a plan for me im not really sure what it is yet but i know that god is going to use me in a way that people are going to look at me and say thats only by the grace of god and its going to lead more people to him thats what im striving for thats why i made that club when he told me to thats why i am who i am today thats why when you ask for something if i have it i give it thats why when people are crying out for help im there to help them i dont like people being upset i dont like seeing them going through difficult situations and most the time i can relate to them if i cant i just say im here for you whatever i can do im always that kind of person now i wasnt always like this infact i used to be very negitive i didnt believe i had a perpose in life i didnt think i could do anything to make a diffrence in somebodys life either. i used to want to kill myself i even had friends kill themselves cause of my negitive attitude and thats why i am who i am today cause these exspirences made me stronger and made me believe in myself and made me believe in god and god has chaged me all around i even took my tounge ring out thank you jesus for being the protectior the shield the king the knight and everything else you are to me i love you jesus all the way you are my # 1 in life and none go before you.
