I'm so bored right now

I feel sick and hungry. i have a doctor's appointment today . i want to go shopping but have no money. i want a boyfriend but can't find one. facebook sucks, i can't stand it. depression is starting to sink in along with sadness. I'm having a bad hair day. how do i put new gothic outfits together?i can never make up my mind , I'm always so confuesed about everything. i want to do a million things at once. i feel dumb. i don't have any skills. help me make up my mind? what do people do when they are bored? ii'm always bored. sick and tired of living like this. maybe one day it will all go away. things always happen for a reason and this depression will eeventually go away. my spelling mistakes should get better along with time.