I am starting to think that my other blog entries are getting a bit lonely. Now that healing has been taking place and I feel darn good, I guess I just don't have much to write about anymore. I guess people only want to write when there's something bad to write out; a way of escaping their feelings. But then again, people don't want to hear about anything actually good going on in your life, do they?
I mean, with my last blog, I actually told people what it took to stop being so down and negative on themselves all the time and I was told I was attacking people. Why is that? I think it's because you can't tell someone to point the finger inward at themselves. In today's America, it's ALWAYS got to be someone elses fault.
That's right everybody! If you're feeling sad, blue, upset or just having an all around crappy day, then blame God! He is the author of bad feelings and demonic attacks. He is a sick, twisted being up in heaven who gets His kicks watching you squirm! Are you freaking kidding me? But I see blog after blog of people blaming God for the reason why they're upset. It's God's fault that they're attacked or in so much pain. But what they don't see that it's their own rebellion that separates them from God.
I spent a few years as the prodigal son. I was bitter and angry at God for taking my dad, so I ran away from Him. I still hid behind the fact I was going to church and doing the "christian thing", but in my heart there was so much hurt and anger. Before I knew it, I stopped going to church and ran away from everything completely. At every turn was just more pain and heartbreak. I kept losing everything I had. The pain was so intense.
But it took me two years to realize that it wasn't God causing my pain. It wasn't His fault. The more I ran away, the more I rebelled, the more I blamed, the more it separated me from Him. The bible says He will never leave me nor forsake me and if God said it, that settles it! Friend, God will NEVER leave your side! That's not His nature. Today, if you feel away from God or that He has turned His back on you, maybe you need to look inward at your own life. Because it's not Him who left. Maybe it's you who took off for whatever reason and it's your own sin that separates you.
But lately, I've been doing great. The bible has made a lot of promises. Once I have the major revelation that I was the one causing all my pain and hurt, God has been blessing me like crazy. Just like He promised. I got a great job opportunity, which I desperately needed to get back on my feet. I met the most wonderful woman EVER and our relationship has been very strong
I feel blessed and closer to God every single day.
I do know I need to make a few more steps to close the gap between God and myself. Like, I haven't been to church in ages. My home church in Michigan seems so far away from me right now, but I can't wait to go back. I really need to spend more time in prayer and in the word. But what matters most to God is my relationship with Him. He is back where He belongs, in the center of my life. And I couldn't be happier
I mean, with my last blog, I actually told people what it took to stop being so down and negative on themselves all the time and I was told I was attacking people. Why is that? I think it's because you can't tell someone to point the finger inward at themselves. In today's America, it's ALWAYS got to be someone elses fault.
That's right everybody! If you're feeling sad, blue, upset or just having an all around crappy day, then blame God! He is the author of bad feelings and demonic attacks. He is a sick, twisted being up in heaven who gets His kicks watching you squirm! Are you freaking kidding me? But I see blog after blog of people blaming God for the reason why they're upset. It's God's fault that they're attacked or in so much pain. But what they don't see that it's their own rebellion that separates them from God.
I spent a few years as the prodigal son. I was bitter and angry at God for taking my dad, so I ran away from Him. I still hid behind the fact I was going to church and doing the "christian thing", but in my heart there was so much hurt and anger. Before I knew it, I stopped going to church and ran away from everything completely. At every turn was just more pain and heartbreak. I kept losing everything I had. The pain was so intense.
But it took me two years to realize that it wasn't God causing my pain. It wasn't His fault. The more I ran away, the more I rebelled, the more I blamed, the more it separated me from Him. The bible says He will never leave me nor forsake me and if God said it, that settles it! Friend, God will NEVER leave your side! That's not His nature. Today, if you feel away from God or that He has turned His back on you, maybe you need to look inward at your own life. Because it's not Him who left. Maybe it's you who took off for whatever reason and it's your own sin that separates you.
But lately, I've been doing great. The bible has made a lot of promises. Once I have the major revelation that I was the one causing all my pain and hurt, God has been blessing me like crazy. Just like He promised. I got a great job opportunity, which I desperately needed to get back on my feet. I met the most wonderful woman EVER and our relationship has been very strong
I feel blessed and closer to God every single day. I do know I need to make a few more steps to close the gap between God and myself. Like, I haven't been to church in ages. My home church in Michigan seems so far away from me right now, but I can't wait to go back. I really need to spend more time in prayer and in the word. But what matters most to God is my relationship with Him. He is back where He belongs, in the center of my life. And I couldn't be happier
