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If it weren't for you...

Lord, you know how frustrated and upset I am. How deep my need is... I just want to be gotten by someone... for someone to get me, to understand me and to be a kindred spirit to me.... you know i've been going through this same need for years and what lengths i've gone through or haven't gone through to get this need met. The whole time i continue to hang on and be faithful to you. I find that that need just cannot be met... because i need it to be met by my husband. I know with you nothing is hopeless...

But if it weren't for you i'd have no reason to believe for the best. You have used this experience to build me up and make me strong... to call what is not as though it were... you have shown me how to completely imcompatable people can learn to live in bliss. It hasn't come to pass yet but I believe it.

Sigh... i'm angry and frustrated and want to be rebellious and have a fit. But I know that you know what is best.

HB

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