Why doesnt he just kill me now?
Instead he makes me suffer, and when I do try to check out he interfers and makes it so I cant leave.
I'd do it again, if I thought it would work. I dont want to live yet this so called merciful God insists on making me stay to suffer

I want to die. Life is just so flipping hard right now, and I dont think I can take another minute of this. They say God never gives us more than we can handle. What I say to that is that he has jolly well over estimated my abilities.
If I thought God wouldnt interfer, I'd do it again. He wont let me die
Instead he makes me suffer, and when I do try to check out he interfers and makes it so I cant leave.
I'd do it again, if I thought it would work. I dont want to live yet this so called merciful God insists on making me stay to suffer
I want to die. Life is just so flipping hard right now, and I dont think I can take another minute of this. They say God never gives us more than we can handle. What I say to that is that he has jolly well over estimated my abilities.
If I thought God wouldnt interfer, I'd do it again. He wont let me die