I have the feelings that are like some demon is bearing me persona and blames like i'm some sequeal to Lucifer. That i have characteristics of him, and i'm have what it takes to betray him like he did. But i don't. I know the difference with superior complex. I have one. But i chose not to use it. I hate it actually. I don't what to use it on God.
When i see someone chosing me as a lord. I look at them as a idiot if looking at me for that rule. I'm not lord.
I see a image of a angel in me that is getting blamed for Lucifier's/Satan's crimes and being blamed like he is like him and he suffers by it. And it's not his fault. And believing the wrong people. He cries and ask God for help. But i usually feel this way. I feel blamed by demons to take blame by the evil. I'm not the one making the crimes. It makes me mad and angery at the evil.
The blames are mostly caming from the Illness i have. Schizophrenia. And it continues. I don't know what this is. I don't what that result saying it's just the Illness.
When i see someone chosing me as a lord. I look at them as a idiot if looking at me for that rule. I'm not lord.
I see a image of a angel in me that is getting blamed for Lucifier's/Satan's crimes and being blamed like he is like him and he suffers by it. And it's not his fault. And believing the wrong people. He cries and ask God for help. But i usually feel this way. I feel blamed by demons to take blame by the evil. I'm not the one making the crimes. It makes me mad and angery at the evil.
The blames are mostly caming from the Illness i have. Schizophrenia. And it continues. I don't know what this is. I don't what that result saying it's just the Illness.
