I Feel Like....

I'm finally becoming the person I've always envisioned myself being and that makes me feel so good, very satisfying. I have my license, a 2nd job (Im a housekeeper yay!!!) almost done with school...I'm just writing my essay for my program right now...and it makes my eyes water how much im progressing....

that old part of me is still sort of waiting for something bad to happen, you know?

But I'm definitely ready for this next chapter of my life and im working hard to make it the best.

Also, my birthday is next month, Sept. 18th ...what I wanted to do was either do a helicopter tour ride or go to this neat Japan Festival, I wish I got my second job sooner so I could save for my big day but its okay..everything happens for a reason, things happen when they're supposed to happen I guess...

also I kinda know the perfect birthday gift for myself :0) (or two)..but one I really want is this cute plushie ;I'm addicted to cute things ...idk they just make me super happy lol so...I have this waddle dee plushy I had my eye on its so cute, he's dressed up as a panda lol but today I found one that's dressed as a sheep...

and I thought it was super duper adorable...and then it hit me..in chinese zodiac..Im a sheep/ram ..so im like o-m-g this plushy is kinda like my spirit animal..so I HAVE to get it lol...it'll be my little twinny :3

I'm also thinking of getting maybe a sapphire ring or necklace or stuff off etsy... i just want something meaningful... ill think of something...

but I really want my sheep waddle dee can't see myself without it


Anywho- this year 2017 was by far the best I've ever had and i only have god to thank for that <3

Here's a picture of the sheep waddle dee :

Kirby's Adventure All Star Collection Waddle Dee Sheep 6" Plush Toy