How I Came To Know Jesus Blog!
Hello,
I just wanted to post my blog about how the Lord found me! Praying this is done for His glory and not my own, amen!
My hebrew name is hannah fievel and I was born in MA and have lived in MD for the last forty plus years. This is an unusual testamony as you shall see, I may have to write this adventure with Christ into chapters. I will start when I first became His child, amen.
Hurray, it was my birthday, it was Jan early seventies and cold that night, but I was determined to throw myself a party! And, I did and it was grand! Lots of drugs, rock and roll, alcohol and men, what more could a young girl want!? Well, I did it "all" and had loads of "what I thought was fun", well everyone left and I tried my best to sleep. But because of the drugs...I couldn't....so I sat in my bed staring into my dresser mirror....Where I saw a glowing greenish mist appearing in the mirror, and then a "handsome man's face was there" I was shocked...I asked "who are you?" and he replied "I am your father, you please me and you are my daughter"....well, even though I had no faith or religious upbringing I did know this....He couldn't have pleased with me(if it was God)...cause I was a total "heathen...who hated God and was doing my best to do all that would disgust Him! So I knew this was "His enemy in my mirror"!
Right then I jumped up, hit the floor and started praying for the first time ever "Please God don't let me go to hell", now why I thought of hell...no idea, but I knew I had heard of that...and didn't want to die like I was! As I sat there I noticed a breeze blowing around my room...I thought "this is weird" as the blinds, flowers, and feathers in my room where moving and I could feel it too, no window open, no door open, no reason for "bedroom wind"! Now, I know "who was in the wind" Hurray! So, as I sat there I either died or passed out (still not sure as I was alone) and saw "A whiteish golden glowing light forming at the foot of my bed, now I was still shaken from the first adventure in the mirror...so I asked again..."Who are you?" This time the reply was way different....This figure that I saw within the light said "I am Jesus, Son of the Living God and you are not living your life according to His will for you"!
At that moment....it was "all different" I now knew there was a God and I loved Him, and even better He loved and cared for me! AMEN! Which all I had even "heard" was God was the punishing God of the OT. And, I also had never read one word of bible but had only heard "that if you are bad...God will punish you", I think this was "jewish thoughts about the Lord"! I still am amazed that jewish people try to live out the laws of Moses....they are totally "unkeepable"....that is why God sent His only begotton Son to us, so we could have fellowship with God once again, just like Adam and Eve did, amen!
Okay, next day...I go to work...totally "Hyped" as I had just met HIM, well, I wouldn't shut up about meeting the Lord and with two jewish parents...they thought me nuts! So, off to the hospital...where I was given "lots of meds"...funny thing about the meds...they didn't stop our Lord from showing and teaching me, I was fully aware, they tried different meds for the next 9 months, but when the Lord had something to say or show me...it didn't matter a lick! He could reach through "anything"! And, for that first almost year, we walked together!
I didn't have any religious background, so He had much to teach me! While in the hospital, He showed me the rapture all the way into the trib...from "His righteous being taken all the way to the mushroom over DC", which the hospital was about 5 miles north of there. Now, I was taken back by these visions of horror and of love...so I spoke to one young man who thought he was an indian chief and told him what I had seen...like four horses coming from the heavens, the glowing balls of light that met the Lord upon the clouds, and even "disasters" that were coming! Well, he laughed and said "This is not new news, go to the nightstand in your room and read the last chapter of the bible...it's all in there"! First of all I had never even seen the New Testement, but read it anyway, and was stunned to see that all I had seen was right there in black and white! So, I knew all this was from Jesus! So, of course I told...well the more I told the more "insane" I guess I sounded...especially since the enemy was telling me crap that I was also expounding about "aliens were coming to get us" and more "junk" along those lines! It has taken me years to figure out what was "solid biblically" and what wasn't, but now I am "good" at recognising "wrong thinking" and that is "way good" and I can help others who are having difficulties! Praise the Lord!
Well, of course it just didn't stop there...I saw "many things that were heavenly in nature" and somethings that weren't so nice over the next nine months. I guess the Lord is bringing some of those "memories" back to me...so I can share them with all of you! Like I saw "the New Earth"....it was like the sky rolled back and I could see "what this old world would look like after the trib and HE is sitting on the throne in Jerusalem"!!!....You will be shocked at the beauty our Lord will provide for those who "overcome the trib", it was "more beautiful than anything one can imagine"....it was PERFECT, perfect loving people sharing, caring, living, laughing, and Loving...all with "yes, flying vehicles" and Perfect houses that ran on "light" energy that never pollutes, amen! And, then I saw "how people were sharing" I was in the grocery store, I looked around and everyone was "just taking what they needed" and the people at check out were doing just that "just checking" to see that you got what you needed! And, no money, just LOVE abounded! Everyone was sooo happy and joyful, I can't wait for Him to come and fix all this mess we made here, amen.
Then, I don't know if this was a priviledge or something for me to think about "I saw the other side" which is in control now...now remember this all happened more than thirty years ago, and I have studied "those in the dark" and understand "all this must take place first"....but the demonic ranks are dragging peoples eyes off of the Lord by making them look "hard" at what is going on in this world...I say "take your eyes off this world...And look towards the heavenly things and all will be well with you, amen!
Our Lord promises He will hold us all in the palm of His hand and keep us safe, if we let Him,amen. I don't think it "worth telling" about the darkness and demons as it does nothing to uplift the Lord, just know "they(evil)are wanting you to stop thinking about Christ and all that He promised" because if you have no fellowship with Him, how would He know you! You know that scripture "some will call out My name, and I will say I knew you not"...it's because "too many people are watching this world and not His world...which we are part of HIS KINGDOM, not this sickening place that man has made for himself" AMEN! He just wants us to focus on HIM and He will add all things to you! What more could anyone ask for....than OUR LORD?
I try really hard to make Jesus the center of my life and He goes with me "everywhere" I go and I trust Him to care for me! Even when I don't think I feel Him around...I know He is there, and with all of us! THE LORD LOVES HIS CHILDREN ALWAYS! Praise Him for His sacrifice He gave us and how "He showed us how to love" and let us love one another as He loves us, and let us LOVE THE LORD WITH ALL OUR HEARTS, MINDS AND SOULS, AMEN! In Jesus' name I pray, amen.
May all who come to Him be blessed as I have been, amen! In His awesome love for us all, hannah
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Without doubt as a child would...just come to HIM, amen!
Hello,
I just wanted to post my blog about how the Lord found me! Praying this is done for His glory and not my own, amen!
My hebrew name is hannah fievel and I was born in MA and have lived in MD for the last forty plus years. This is an unusual testamony as you shall see, I may have to write this adventure with Christ into chapters. I will start when I first became His child, amen.
Hurray, it was my birthday, it was Jan early seventies and cold that night, but I was determined to throw myself a party! And, I did and it was grand! Lots of drugs, rock and roll, alcohol and men, what more could a young girl want!? Well, I did it "all" and had loads of "what I thought was fun", well everyone left and I tried my best to sleep. But because of the drugs...I couldn't....so I sat in my bed staring into my dresser mirror....Where I saw a glowing greenish mist appearing in the mirror, and then a "handsome man's face was there" I was shocked...I asked "who are you?" and he replied "I am your father, you please me and you are my daughter"....well, even though I had no faith or religious upbringing I did know this....He couldn't have pleased with me(if it was God)...cause I was a total "heathen...who hated God and was doing my best to do all that would disgust Him! So I knew this was "His enemy in my mirror"!
Right then I jumped up, hit the floor and started praying for the first time ever "Please God don't let me go to hell", now why I thought of hell...no idea, but I knew I had heard of that...and didn't want to die like I was! As I sat there I noticed a breeze blowing around my room...I thought "this is weird" as the blinds, flowers, and feathers in my room where moving and I could feel it too, no window open, no door open, no reason for "bedroom wind"! Now, I know "who was in the wind" Hurray! So, as I sat there I either died or passed out (still not sure as I was alone) and saw "A whiteish golden glowing light forming at the foot of my bed, now I was still shaken from the first adventure in the mirror...so I asked again..."Who are you?" This time the reply was way different....This figure that I saw within the light said "I am Jesus, Son of the Living God and you are not living your life according to His will for you"!
At that moment....it was "all different" I now knew there was a God and I loved Him, and even better He loved and cared for me! AMEN! Which all I had even "heard" was God was the punishing God of the OT. And, I also had never read one word of bible but had only heard "that if you are bad...God will punish you", I think this was "jewish thoughts about the Lord"! I still am amazed that jewish people try to live out the laws of Moses....they are totally "unkeepable"....that is why God sent His only begotton Son to us, so we could have fellowship with God once again, just like Adam and Eve did, amen!
Okay, next day...I go to work...totally "Hyped" as I had just met HIM, well, I wouldn't shut up about meeting the Lord and with two jewish parents...they thought me nuts! So, off to the hospital...where I was given "lots of meds"...funny thing about the meds...they didn't stop our Lord from showing and teaching me, I was fully aware, they tried different meds for the next 9 months, but when the Lord had something to say or show me...it didn't matter a lick! He could reach through "anything"! And, for that first almost year, we walked together!
I didn't have any religious background, so He had much to teach me! While in the hospital, He showed me the rapture all the way into the trib...from "His righteous being taken all the way to the mushroom over DC", which the hospital was about 5 miles north of there. Now, I was taken back by these visions of horror and of love...so I spoke to one young man who thought he was an indian chief and told him what I had seen...like four horses coming from the heavens, the glowing balls of light that met the Lord upon the clouds, and even "disasters" that were coming! Well, he laughed and said "This is not new news, go to the nightstand in your room and read the last chapter of the bible...it's all in there"! First of all I had never even seen the New Testement, but read it anyway, and was stunned to see that all I had seen was right there in black and white! So, I knew all this was from Jesus! So, of course I told...well the more I told the more "insane" I guess I sounded...especially since the enemy was telling me crap that I was also expounding about "aliens were coming to get us" and more "junk" along those lines! It has taken me years to figure out what was "solid biblically" and what wasn't, but now I am "good" at recognising "wrong thinking" and that is "way good" and I can help others who are having difficulties! Praise the Lord!
Well, of course it just didn't stop there...I saw "many things that were heavenly in nature" and somethings that weren't so nice over the next nine months. I guess the Lord is bringing some of those "memories" back to me...so I can share them with all of you! Like I saw "the New Earth"....it was like the sky rolled back and I could see "what this old world would look like after the trib and HE is sitting on the throne in Jerusalem"!!!....You will be shocked at the beauty our Lord will provide for those who "overcome the trib", it was "more beautiful than anything one can imagine"....it was PERFECT, perfect loving people sharing, caring, living, laughing, and Loving...all with "yes, flying vehicles" and Perfect houses that ran on "light" energy that never pollutes, amen! And, then I saw "how people were sharing" I was in the grocery store, I looked around and everyone was "just taking what they needed" and the people at check out were doing just that "just checking" to see that you got what you needed! And, no money, just LOVE abounded! Everyone was sooo happy and joyful, I can't wait for Him to come and fix all this mess we made here, amen.
Then, I don't know if this was a priviledge or something for me to think about "I saw the other side" which is in control now...now remember this all happened more than thirty years ago, and I have studied "those in the dark" and understand "all this must take place first"....but the demonic ranks are dragging peoples eyes off of the Lord by making them look "hard" at what is going on in this world...I say "take your eyes off this world...And look towards the heavenly things and all will be well with you, amen!
Our Lord promises He will hold us all in the palm of His hand and keep us safe, if we let Him,amen. I don't think it "worth telling" about the darkness and demons as it does nothing to uplift the Lord, just know "they(evil)are wanting you to stop thinking about Christ and all that He promised" because if you have no fellowship with Him, how would He know you! You know that scripture "some will call out My name, and I will say I knew you not"...it's because "too many people are watching this world and not His world...which we are part of HIS KINGDOM, not this sickening place that man has made for himself" AMEN! He just wants us to focus on HIM and He will add all things to you! What more could anyone ask for....than OUR LORD?
I try really hard to make Jesus the center of my life and He goes with me "everywhere" I go and I trust Him to care for me! Even when I don't think I feel Him around...I know He is there, and with all of us! THE LORD LOVES HIS CHILDREN ALWAYS! Praise Him for His sacrifice He gave us and how "He showed us how to love" and let us love one another as He loves us, and let us LOVE THE LORD WITH ALL OUR HEARTS, MINDS AND SOULS, AMEN! In Jesus' name I pray, amen.
May all who come to Him be blessed as I have been, amen! In His awesome love for us all, hannah
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Without doubt as a child would...just come to HIM, amen!
