I haven't posted on CF in a long time, maybe over a year. The past year has been pretty wild with my relationship with God with major ups and downs.
Today I realized that God was doing a work in my heart and I saw some growth and I just said out loud "I'm so grateful for today" because of what I felt like God was doing in me. It was such a joyful moment, I haven't had a moment like this in so, so long.
I know that in the past I've been ungrateful and self-pity at times and I'm just so grateful to see a change in my heart because I have worried for so bad for so long that I'm just stuck in my evil nature and can't change, can't repent, and at times hopeless.
So yeah, I am so grateful to be grateful, to have gratitude in my heart, because God put it there.... grateful for the opportunity to be sanctified. I have never screamed "hallelujah" like you hear in churches or see on TV before but I want to, and I have hope that God will sanctify me more to that point.
Today I realized that God was doing a work in my heart and I saw some growth and I just said out loud "I'm so grateful for today" because of what I felt like God was doing in me. It was such a joyful moment, I haven't had a moment like this in so, so long.
I know that in the past I've been ungrateful and self-pity at times and I'm just so grateful to see a change in my heart because I have worried for so bad for so long that I'm just stuck in my evil nature and can't change, can't repent, and at times hopeless.
So yeah, I am so grateful to be grateful, to have gratitude in my heart, because God put it there.... grateful for the opportunity to be sanctified. I have never screamed "hallelujah" like you hear in churches or see on TV before but I want to, and I have hope that God will sanctify me more to that point.
