I saw a question am I going to hell? Only if you choose to you know the light and who he is now go there be with him and let him swallow your confusion doubt and fears. Be done with worry and start wearing a goofy grin. Common sense dictates that you get the basics start there and your relationship will depen and he will reveal all that you need to know. We all know right and wrong and can try to walk as he did but you will fail he expects that but he expects you to get back up and smile about it if you can