This past 4 days now, God has been speaking with me through my dreams and through music/songs. He reassured me of his love, his help and his presence in my life through the songs. However he has also been showing me the ugly side of me - the sins I have committed in the past and things in my heart I need purge out. So just recently today, so I woke up asking for forgiveness and help to overcome.
In the past, I would always go to someone else for advice and help. But this time, since I have isolated myself from people, I just go directly to God. He shows the deepest things more clearly than other people and He really does speak.
I wish I wasn't always so serious and a worrywart. I need to lighten up a bit, laugh and have more joy in my life. Not focusing on whats wrong all the time, the negatives, things of improvement. But just have love, joy, peace for people. So with that being said.... I am listing things Im thankful for:
1) I have a job that pays more than enough
2) Everyone in my family is alive and well
3) I have been getting better at my newfound hobby
4) I had more time for reflection and healing as of late
5) God has been speaking to me and showing me that He is slowly healing my heart
In the past, I would always go to someone else for advice and help. But this time, since I have isolated myself from people, I just go directly to God. He shows the deepest things more clearly than other people and He really does speak.
I wish I wasn't always so serious and a worrywart. I need to lighten up a bit, laugh and have more joy in my life. Not focusing on whats wrong all the time, the negatives, things of improvement. But just have love, joy, peace for people. So with that being said.... I am listing things Im thankful for:
1) I have a job that pays more than enough
2) Everyone in my family is alive and well
3) I have been getting better at my newfound hobby
4) I had more time for reflection and healing as of late
5) God has been speaking to me and showing me that He is slowly healing my heart
