have had a weird week
After a great weekend except for losing my cell phone(!!?! still havent found it
) on Monday woke up in a very very low space and had all these negative thoughts trying to drag me down.. it was awful.. i knew it was happening and asked God to help me but it didnt stop! and i was in tears, even driving to work tears were leaking out so that was a terrible start to the week. It took several days to get over that. Felt very low and subdued by that. But it didnt take me down like it could have. God is faithful and His Word is comfort. I reckon it was a spiritual attack because it was so all out attack on me and didnt stop for ages. God stood with me though
Then the next night had another awful time fighting off some other stuff again saying God help me I dont want to go back down there again. Felt like I was wrestling for ages. God made that go away though I think because even though it was strong it was like that gave up so that was good.
Then had a bad day at work where made a legitimate mistake and a co worker went off at me more than I thought was warranted so it was upsetting in several ways (I do not cope well with anger and when people raise their voice at me, I tend to shut down if that happens so it was upsetting) and not a nice day at all so.. sigh.. that was another day that was hard slog but God helped me the next day to go back with a positive attitude thankfully that it was a new day. God is faithful when we ask Him for help.
Then had a family member in hospital so was thinking of them too.
But today has been good.
Tomorrow get to go to church
I couldnt go last week due to another commitment so am looking forward to it this week
in some ways I still feel a bit subdued after Monday and the bad day at work and thats why also just want to go to church and be in amongst people singing praises to God and listen to the sermon and just be where God is lifted high.
God inhabits the praises of His people
thank you for your faithfulness and help this week God, you are so strong and your comfort and healing mean a great deal to me
thank you for loving me and caring about the ups and down in my life, thank you for helping me be brave yesterday in saying about church
love you
your child
After a great weekend except for losing my cell phone(!!?! still havent found it
) on Monday woke up in a very very low space and had all these negative thoughts trying to drag me down.. it was awful.. i knew it was happening and asked God to help me but it didnt stop! and i was in tears, even driving to work tears were leaking out so that was a terrible start to the week. It took several days to get over that. Felt very low and subdued by that. But it didnt take me down like it could have. God is faithful and His Word is comfort. I reckon it was a spiritual attack because it was so all out attack on me and didnt stop for ages. God stood with me thoughThen the next night had another awful time fighting off some other stuff again saying God help me I dont want to go back down there again. Felt like I was wrestling for ages. God made that go away though I think because even though it was strong it was like that gave up so that was good.
Then had a bad day at work where made a legitimate mistake and a co worker went off at me more than I thought was warranted so it was upsetting in several ways (I do not cope well with anger and when people raise their voice at me, I tend to shut down if that happens so it was upsetting) and not a nice day at all so.. sigh.. that was another day that was hard slog but God helped me the next day to go back with a positive attitude thankfully that it was a new day. God is faithful when we ask Him for help.
Then had a family member in hospital so was thinking of them too.
But today has been good.
Tomorrow get to go to church
I couldnt go last week due to another commitment so am looking forward to it this week
in some ways I still feel a bit subdued after Monday and the bad day at work and thats why also just want to go to church and be in amongst people singing praises to God and listen to the sermon and just be where God is lifted high.
God inhabits the praises of His people
thank you for your faithfulness and help this week God, you are so strong and your comfort and healing mean a great deal to me
thank you for loving me and caring about the ups and down in my life, thank you for helping me be brave yesterday in saying about church
love you
your child
