OK God, moriah "gets" it.
You have been trying to tell it this for years, that you do not want it and that it has no place among your people.
Tired of fighting You on this. You want to throw it away, You want to destroy it, and it bes too small to stand up against You. You will have Your way in the end. It does not know honestly how to shut off its desire to be part of Your Kingdom so maybe You should just come do the job Yourself and end its life, otherwise it fears it will continue to make a nuisance of itself to You. But if it can find any means of forcing itself to stop seeking You, it will, because this bes what You want. You don't want to hear about how it loves you and needs you and desires You. You just want it GONE. This does not fit with the kind of being it always believed You to be but as those who know better (surely they know better seeing as You do not reject them like this) bes fond of saying, what one thinks or imagines one knows about God may not be the truth and therefore the love and the grace and the inclusiveness it trusted in must be a lie a deception of Satan to lead the real good astray. Of course good becomes meaningless divorced from qualities of goodness but again who bes Moriah to challenge the Lord of Hosts. The fact of the matter bes Lord that it bes crushed out by what You have brought upon it and it does not find any reason or purpose left in life anymore. It mysteriously stumbled its way into something with the potential to be beautiful, lifegiving, healing and just as it made the mistake of investing in that emotionally and really believing in it You tore it all away and left Moriah hear to die.
So it "gets" it. And if it can figure out how to stop itself it will do the one thing You desire: go away and never trouble You again. No one can stop You from crushing it but for all that ever bes holy can You please just finish the job and stop leaving it half undone.
You have been trying to tell it this for years, that you do not want it and that it has no place among your people.
Tired of fighting You on this. You want to throw it away, You want to destroy it, and it bes too small to stand up against You. You will have Your way in the end. It does not know honestly how to shut off its desire to be part of Your Kingdom so maybe You should just come do the job Yourself and end its life, otherwise it fears it will continue to make a nuisance of itself to You. But if it can find any means of forcing itself to stop seeking You, it will, because this bes what You want. You don't want to hear about how it loves you and needs you and desires You. You just want it GONE. This does not fit with the kind of being it always believed You to be but as those who know better (surely they know better seeing as You do not reject them like this) bes fond of saying, what one thinks or imagines one knows about God may not be the truth and therefore the love and the grace and the inclusiveness it trusted in must be a lie a deception of Satan to lead the real good astray. Of course good becomes meaningless divorced from qualities of goodness but again who bes Moriah to challenge the Lord of Hosts. The fact of the matter bes Lord that it bes crushed out by what You have brought upon it and it does not find any reason or purpose left in life anymore. It mysteriously stumbled its way into something with the potential to be beautiful, lifegiving, healing and just as it made the mistake of investing in that emotionally and really believing in it You tore it all away and left Moriah hear to die.
So it "gets" it. And if it can figure out how to stop itself it will do the one thing You desire: go away and never trouble You again. No one can stop You from crushing it but for all that ever bes holy can You please just finish the job and stop leaving it half undone.
