Here it is, after 3 AM and I can't sleep. There are several factors but the main one is that I can't shake my fears of the future that attacked me so suddenly. I was drifting off to sleep while thinking of something silly when suddenly my mind exploded with fears such as "Where will I live after this last semester of college? Where will I work? What if I can't get a job in my degree? What if I can't pay off my school loans?" and so on and so forth. I mean a degree in Christian Ministry is both limited and open ended. I believe this is what I'm supposed to be doing but I don't know where it's going. I prayed and God told me that there was a plan but I still couldn't stop worrying. I am very afraid of the future. In fact, fear and sloth are my two deepest vices and I often feel that the laziness springs from the fear. That probably isn't the case every time but I worry about the smallest of things and feel paralyzed. I don't really have much more to write at this moment. Simply trying to sort out my thoughts and unload enough of this stuff to finally get some sleep. Prayers are appreciated. Thanks for listening!