Married for 16 years, now divorced for 17 years,
Just remember arguing and feeling bad but don't remember what the arguments were about,
felt demeaned, sorry now I'm divorced and
wonder why I was so miserable, miss our children who are now out of house and gone.
Feel like I'm being punished for my not loving
enough or trying enough. Got lost in therapy
and now I'm paying the price. I've repented
for not trying enough and still want to reach
out to my ex even though has been married
for several years, don't expect anything just
want to tell ex that I am sorry, so sorry for
the loss of our marriage. I feel its all my fault
and I take all the blame.
Just remember arguing and feeling bad but don't remember what the arguments were about,
felt demeaned, sorry now I'm divorced and
wonder why I was so miserable, miss our children who are now out of house and gone.
Feel like I'm being punished for my not loving
enough or trying enough. Got lost in therapy
and now I'm paying the price. I've repented
for not trying enough and still want to reach
out to my ex even though has been married
for several years, don't expect anything just
want to tell ex that I am sorry, so sorry for
the loss of our marriage. I feel its all my fault
and I take all the blame.
