i wanna die today, im tired of living like this, my life has no purpose, i wont be missed, people may mourn but they will get over it, thats how life goes, its cruel and painful, i wish i was never created, i wish my birth could be reversed. there is nothing for me here, everything has been taken from me , my faith, hope, concentration, will to fight for my faith, everything is gone, and i have nothing but sins, regrets, pain,loneliness, i dont even know how to reach out for help,