I took a nap this afternoon. I was so tired today for some reason and I couldn't keep my eyes open. I had a dream. My maternal grandmother has gone back to her Lord in 2001 and the news of her death was terrible to me. I was very close to her as a child till we moved away, but even then, I was still close to her spiritually if not physically. I dreamed that I was in the house that she lived in when I was a little girl. I loved that house. She lived there as long as I could remember and I would visit her everyday because at the time, I only lived a block away. She had a Siamese cat that I loved and I remember once her cat had kittens and I was given a little male kitten who was so cute and very, very energetic.
In my dream, I'm the age that I am now, but for some reason, I'm alone in my grandma's house. I'm trying to get the lights on, but the house is dark and none of the switches seem to be working. I'm afraid and I'm standing in one of the corners of the house, terrified of the darkness. I know my grandmother is no longer here, that she passed away, but I feel her presence close to me in the dream. She is with me and I say out loud "I know you're here, grandma, I know you're here and you are not leaving me alone to be afraid."
The dream ends here. I woke up with my heart beating very fast, I'm guessing it was from the fear that I felt in the dream. I feel my grandmother's presence around me and I know that I will never be alone because she is with me and watching over me.
I feel her around me now and I know that she knows when I'm sad, she knows when I'm afraid and she is going to comfort me just like she did when I was a child in her home.
I love you, grandma, and I will see you again one day in heaven.
In my dream, I'm the age that I am now, but for some reason, I'm alone in my grandma's house. I'm trying to get the lights on, but the house is dark and none of the switches seem to be working. I'm afraid and I'm standing in one of the corners of the house, terrified of the darkness. I know my grandmother is no longer here, that she passed away, but I feel her presence close to me in the dream. She is with me and I say out loud "I know you're here, grandma, I know you're here and you are not leaving me alone to be afraid."
The dream ends here. I woke up with my heart beating very fast, I'm guessing it was from the fear that I felt in the dream. I feel my grandmother's presence around me and I know that I will never be alone because she is with me and watching over me.
I feel her around me now and I know that she knows when I'm sad, she knows when I'm afraid and she is going to comfort me just like she did when I was a child in her home.
I love you, grandma, and I will see you again one day in heaven.
