from old blog Septemeber 14, 2007
Dear Jesus,
I didn't get a chance yesterday to write to you. As you already know it was quite a day on forums. I thank you so much for trusting me to do the work given me. It's a HUGE responsibility. I know you will not let me fall through it. I pray, Jesus, that I don't open the door to pride. You know what all happened yesterday. You see the pitfalls I can't see. I ask you Jesus to block those pitfalls and keep me safe. I'm quite certain the enemy is angry. That is not my problem. I trust you to know, Lord, when he is coming at me and I don't know. Thank you so much for walking before me. I feel your love and warmth so much lately it's unbelievable.
I asked you last week sometime how I was doing in my walk. The answer to that has been loud and clear the last few days. Lord, it is so sad out there in the world. So much pain. If only you could come sooner. If only people could hear your voice. The gentleness and kindness and the love. If only those that hear could receive. Through their tears if only they could know you are just a breath away. If they only could see it is possible to be completely happy and at peace right in the middle of the pain.
Jesus, I'm asking for protection from confusion. I see him everywhere. Confusion and guilt. It's my prayer today, Lord that you conquer them very soon. I see them messing in peoples lives everywhere, every day. I know that is all part of it. It just tears me up the pain coming from everywhere.
Lord, I wanted to talk to you about the earth. I've been so frustrated and disgusted at what man is doing. Paving over every square inch. In this valley I see them doing exactly what Isaiah 5:8 says. They holler and argue about global warming. Don't they remember you love this earth. Don't they remember you're in control. Don't they know our very oxygen comes from the plants. Don't they know every time they pave over something needlessly it steals the oxygen from the air and the water from the ground. I see empty buildings standing as they build more. I see deer laying all over our highways. I see frogs mutated and deformed. Lakes and streams dry. Oh, Lord, it hurts so much! Make them stop! I pray may them stop! I pray for the earth, Lord. Help her! Help the living creatures being forced into smaller and smaller areas. What little forests there are they close up that a man can't escape from it all for just a few preciuos moments. Lord, I know you know what you're doing. It's just that I can feel the earth and the creatures pain. Can't you just come soon. I know that's not fair to ask. I just can't stand all the pain sometimes. I ask these things in your precious name, Jesus.
I love you, Jesus
I trust you Jesus
Bless you Jesus
I am nothing if not for you
Dear Jesus,
I didn't get a chance yesterday to write to you. As you already know it was quite a day on forums. I thank you so much for trusting me to do the work given me. It's a HUGE responsibility. I know you will not let me fall through it. I pray, Jesus, that I don't open the door to pride. You know what all happened yesterday. You see the pitfalls I can't see. I ask you Jesus to block those pitfalls and keep me safe. I'm quite certain the enemy is angry. That is not my problem. I trust you to know, Lord, when he is coming at me and I don't know. Thank you so much for walking before me. I feel your love and warmth so much lately it's unbelievable.
I asked you last week sometime how I was doing in my walk. The answer to that has been loud and clear the last few days. Lord, it is so sad out there in the world. So much pain. If only you could come sooner. If only people could hear your voice. The gentleness and kindness and the love. If only those that hear could receive. Through their tears if only they could know you are just a breath away. If they only could see it is possible to be completely happy and at peace right in the middle of the pain.
Jesus, I'm asking for protection from confusion. I see him everywhere. Confusion and guilt. It's my prayer today, Lord that you conquer them very soon. I see them messing in peoples lives everywhere, every day. I know that is all part of it. It just tears me up the pain coming from everywhere.
Lord, I wanted to talk to you about the earth. I've been so frustrated and disgusted at what man is doing. Paving over every square inch. In this valley I see them doing exactly what Isaiah 5:8 says. They holler and argue about global warming. Don't they remember you love this earth. Don't they remember you're in control. Don't they know our very oxygen comes from the plants. Don't they know every time they pave over something needlessly it steals the oxygen from the air and the water from the ground. I see empty buildings standing as they build more. I see deer laying all over our highways. I see frogs mutated and deformed. Lakes and streams dry. Oh, Lord, it hurts so much! Make them stop! I pray may them stop! I pray for the earth, Lord. Help her! Help the living creatures being forced into smaller and smaller areas. What little forests there are they close up that a man can't escape from it all for just a few preciuos moments. Lord, I know you know what you're doing. It's just that I can feel the earth and the creatures pain. Can't you just come soon. I know that's not fair to ask. I just can't stand all the pain sometimes. I ask these things in your precious name, Jesus.
I love you, Jesus
I trust you Jesus
Bless you Jesus
I am nothing if not for you
