Have you ever started wondering about a situation that you are in, about why you are there? What is your purpose? Where do you fit in in this situation? I've been starting to wonder about that about my marriage. Where do I fit in? What part do I have to play in it? Why does my husband need me for? Why am I here? I've been so confused lately. He ignores me half the time, always on the computer, playing video games, whatever. He lies to me about everything. Talks bad about me to his 'friends'. Never says 'I love you' anymore unless I say it first and when he says it back, he says it like a little kid. I don't think he's sexually attracted to me anymore. And sometimes I don't think he really loves me anymore. At least not the way I love him. I don't want to talk to him about this because it will go in one ear and out the other. I've tried talking to him about stuff like this before. I feel so lost and don't know what to do. 
