don’t ask if you really don’t want to know. Been asking for a healthy nutritional envirement, now having access to that wisdom, requres change and facing some things 
That saying goes for anything. But was reminded of this today.
I was given some advice that was hard to hear about eating. I have been stuggling with eating for many years and an opppertunity came to have a relationship with some ver healthy people. I am really enjoying their relationship with the lord and their healthy eatring. I am finding myself facing and seeing the way i eat. It is easy to get into self hatred but, you have to choose to turn that around and face the reality of well I eat late, and i love sweets and i enjoy sitting a lot with no exercise. I am not going where I want to be going with my health and my life. I know i am headed in the wrong direction so if i want change i have to do it differently and it hurts to get advice and wisdom but on the other hand i wanted it so i cannot complain because i want a better road for me. I want to live long and be healed and I believe i am worth that and can recieve that.
All too often i see people like me just headed the wrong direction There are so many options for people like me and yet I don’t reach out because of lack of finances, lack of modivationand the priority levl health is in my life. I have yet to wear a dress in a size 6 and i would love to wear a royal blue dress with a size six and long hair. I would love to be invited to a dance for once or dinner. I am worth having a hubby who loves me dearly, but much healing has to be done and this is a new season in my life. I want it. I am going for it. it is going to be hard. so pray for me and i appreciate that dearly thanks
That saying goes for anything. But was reminded of this today.I was given some advice that was hard to hear about eating. I have been stuggling with eating for many years and an opppertunity came to have a relationship with some ver healthy people. I am really enjoying their relationship with the lord and their healthy eatring. I am finding myself facing and seeing the way i eat. It is easy to get into self hatred but, you have to choose to turn that around and face the reality of well I eat late, and i love sweets and i enjoy sitting a lot with no exercise. I am not going where I want to be going with my health and my life. I know i am headed in the wrong direction so if i want change i have to do it differently and it hurts to get advice and wisdom but on the other hand i wanted it so i cannot complain because i want a better road for me. I want to live long and be healed and I believe i am worth that and can recieve that.
All too often i see people like me just headed the wrong direction There are so many options for people like me and yet I don’t reach out because of lack of finances, lack of modivationand the priority levl health is in my life. I have yet to wear a dress in a size 6 and i would love to wear a royal blue dress with a size six and long hair. I would love to be invited to a dance for once or dinner. I am worth having a hubby who loves me dearly, but much healing has to be done and this is a new season in my life. I want it. I am going for it. it is going to be hard. so pray for me and i appreciate that dearly thanks
