I hate how my body has gotten into a horrible sleep habbit. One day ill be asleep by 10pm, the next 2am... but no matter what time I fall asleep, the first simple annoyance will happen from the moment I wake up...
"BEEP...BEEP...BEEP..." That alarm clock from the pit of fire deffently doesn't get me going in a positive direction sometimes, I do admit though there are some days worse than others. It seems the older I get, the more life gets complicated.... especially at age 22! In all honesty, 22 has been the greatest year of my life. I'm getting married to the man that I know I want to spend the rest of my life with, I've let go of alot of things from the past that have hindered me away from not only God, but myself as well, and there have been a few sad moments along with it, but all in all 22 has been amazing! Sadly 21 was so not the same... minus being sick ALOT, many stupid breakups, and the reminding bills of the "you owe me money for being sick", 21 was just a radical stinker, execpt towards the End (and that was when I met my sweetheart!)
I can say that I don't know what direction my life will be taking me in the near future but I know that I can't let those simple annoyances get to me, God is Life, and Life is Love, and God is love... so my Goal is to live each day by waking up to to the annoying alarm Clock, but to a smile on my face (and soon a Husband by my side) and we will see what happens
"BEEP...BEEP...BEEP..." That alarm clock from the pit of fire deffently doesn't get me going in a positive direction sometimes, I do admit though there are some days worse than others. It seems the older I get, the more life gets complicated.... especially at age 22! In all honesty, 22 has been the greatest year of my life. I'm getting married to the man that I know I want to spend the rest of my life with, I've let go of alot of things from the past that have hindered me away from not only God, but myself as well, and there have been a few sad moments along with it, but all in all 22 has been amazing! Sadly 21 was so not the same... minus being sick ALOT, many stupid breakups, and the reminding bills of the "you owe me money for being sick", 21 was just a radical stinker, execpt towards the End (and that was when I met my sweetheart!)
I can say that I don't know what direction my life will be taking me in the near future but I know that I can't let those simple annoyances get to me, God is Life, and Life is Love, and God is love... so my Goal is to live each day by waking up to to the annoying alarm Clock, but to a smile on my face (and soon a Husband by my side) and we will see what happens
