I've spent my time here building a life, trying to do the honorable thing. Trying to build some kind of future. The normal kind ... a home and a family. But now I want to open my wings and fly off, fly on the winds of God. Wherever they may drift me, it is where I want to be. Free from trying to beat the world at it's own game so I can make an honest living for my future. I just want to serve God, I want nothing else. I want to forsake everything I have to follow God. My job, my life, my friends, my family, my future. All those things, I want to forsake to follow Jesus.