Tomorrow Christmas Advent begins. I am looking forward to advent and meditating on the Lord and his healing ways. I know he will comfort me this season even though today was a difficult day. Today I had a lot of bad memories and felt I was being tortured, but Jesus was with me and I know he saw my suffering. I know he knows everything I have suffered and how painful it has been. He knows I am destroyed but I know he will heal me and comfort me and make me beautiful again.