Please come to me. Please help me. Give me strength. Give me courage. Help others too. But Lord, I can't see their problems through the grief of my own. I'm so lost. I'm so alone. I have no direction. I just can't seem to find my way. I can't figure out if Brent loves me why he is letting me hurt. Why won't he marry me? Why did he tell me he can't fix everything for me and I need to lean on myself? Is he telling me he doesn't want to be there for me anymore? Is that why he wants so bad to get another job? I wonder if he knows how much he hurts me?