I must learn to forgive!
Im slowly waking up! its been 35 years! the last time I was awake! and God is allowing me to wake up again.
The original family system has to go; go from my memories. Most are dead now!
They destroyed me! Im not sure why! They were evil. God will talk with them, so I don't have to worry!
Im so sorry this is what happened. They destroyed everything on purpose because they are sociopaths, and they do not believe in God nor do they seem capable of such things.
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Tonight I took a chance with a women at the meetings. It was good practice, However, Im not taken seriously and never will be! So, as I wake up I will stay way from her.
I have to learn to leave these evil people alone. IF they do not get what they want they right me off.
I have found that they sound so innocent from a distance, However, when you get close to them, you see the contempt and hatred.... They look at me as a laughing stock!
Im going to take more hits as I wake up.
Music; Im working on it. working on poems and how to incorporate music with those lyrics.
Im doing allot of reading and writing and fooling around. Not so much work!
Im slowly waking up! its been 35 years! the last time I was awake! and God is allowing me to wake up again.
The original family system has to go; go from my memories. Most are dead now!
They destroyed me! Im not sure why! They were evil. God will talk with them, so I don't have to worry!
Im so sorry this is what happened. They destroyed everything on purpose because they are sociopaths, and they do not believe in God nor do they seem capable of such things.
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Tonight I took a chance with a women at the meetings. It was good practice, However, Im not taken seriously and never will be! So, as I wake up I will stay way from her.
I have to learn to leave these evil people alone. IF they do not get what they want they right me off.
I have found that they sound so innocent from a distance, However, when you get close to them, you see the contempt and hatred.... They look at me as a laughing stock!
Im going to take more hits as I wake up.
Music; Im working on it. working on poems and how to incorporate music with those lyrics.
Im doing allot of reading and writing and fooling around. Not so much work!
