I try to open up to people about my relationship problems and social anxieties, and they don't want to help. They want to keep me back from developing. But it wont stop me, it wont work. It does scare me! and they know its working when they scare me, and I admit, it is intimidating and scary and they are scum bags, but I keep coming back and don't give up!
I keep trusting God, and keep working through the problems. Others scare me to death. Non acceptance from the group freaks me out and makes me feel worthless. I have to get to the point that I don't care what others are doing or thinking or feeling.
They are only thinking about themselves.
I have to start studying approach again! It hurts, and I do not want the rejection! Im scared to death, and do not want the abandonment and feeling all alone!
I need support! not everyone wants me to succeed. They want to be in control, they are not on my side, and I get intimidated out of expressing how I feel! Im scared, they know I want to be loved, and they spit in my face...
Sounds familiar, sounds like Jesus on the cross! Hmmmm///
Possibly, the people Im dealing with are demonic..
I will trust God!
I keep trusting God, and keep working through the problems. Others scare me to death. Non acceptance from the group freaks me out and makes me feel worthless. I have to get to the point that I don't care what others are doing or thinking or feeling.
They are only thinking about themselves.
I have to start studying approach again! It hurts, and I do not want the rejection! Im scared to death, and do not want the abandonment and feeling all alone!
I need support! not everyone wants me to succeed. They want to be in control, they are not on my side, and I get intimidated out of expressing how I feel! Im scared, they know I want to be loved, and they spit in my face...
Sounds familiar, sounds like Jesus on the cross! Hmmmm///
Possibly, the people Im dealing with are demonic..
I will trust God!
